New Start...Or Not?

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Jay: Ive been meaning to talk to you about something else..

Bey: & whats that?

Jay: Well, theres this appearence that i have to do..the guy was asking me am i gona bring my wife Beyonce..

Bey: And your point...

Jay: My point is that the media doesnt know we split up Bey...

Bey: Im not following..

Jay: can you come with me?

Bey: Oh. *yells* what you dont want the media to know you screwed some bitch after telling me that you were at the studio all night???

Jay: Bey-

Bey: WHAT? YOU DONT WANT THE MEDIA TO KNOW THAT YOU'RE A SORRY ASS FATHER THAT SHOWED UP AT HIS DAUGHTER'S PARTY 20MINS LATE WITH THE TRAMP YOU CHEATED ON HER MOTHER WITH????

Jay: *silence*

Bey: Cat got ya tongue Jay?

Jay: *takes a deep breath* All i asked was a question...all you had to say was no Bey.

Bey: & all the fuck you had to do was keep your hands off that dirty ass whore you walked into our daughter's party with and you would have had a wife to take with you to this appearance...*rolls eyes* you can handle the media on your own..*focuses back on the road*

Jay: can you just think about it?

Bey: I have thought about it...

(Jay)
Man i really fucked up. All i want is for us to be together again. i recognized the fact that i fucked up. Life without her and Blue has been extremely hard. I miss the both of them..

(Bey)
Jay has to realize that he cant just fuck me over and get me back that easy. I have to be an example to my daughter. i dont want her to think thats okay for things like this to happen. I love Jay, but he has to learn.

Bey's thoughts were interupted by her phone ringing... It was Solo..

(Phone Convo)

Solo: Bey you need to get here NOW!

Bey: What's wrong? What happend?

Jay: What's wrong?

Bey: *puts her hand in Jay's face* huh?

Solo: these kids are getting crazy! they are ready to eat this cake!

Bey: Okay! Okay! we will be there! *hangs up and keeps driving*

Jay: Whats going on??

Bey: Nothing much, Solo says the kids are getting anxious they are ready for cake..*parks in front of the store* *grabs her purse and gets out*

Jay: *starts to get out*

Bey: you dont have to get out Jay! *gets out and slams the door*

(Jay)
*sighs* I really fucked up. I hate this. God knows i want my family back. i cant take another day in this fake ass relationship with Aaleyah... I need Bey and Blue in my life 24/7 i gotta do something to make it right..*puts his face in his hands and takes a deep breath*

Bey: *opens the door* whatever you do dont you throw up in my car! *gets in*

Jay: Im not sick..*chuckles* *takes his face out his hands*

Bey: *bites a candy bar she brought and puts the bag of candles in the back seat*

Jay: *looks at her* you want me to drive back?

Bey: I got it *starts the car and pulls off*

Jay: Okay *takes a deep breath...

(Bey)
I know im being an asshole right now, but i dont care. Jay deserves every bit of my assholeness that im serving. *stops at a red light and laughs to herself* i feel kindve bad though. look at him with his sad face. *laughs to herself again* I want him to suffer but he is just so darn cute that...

*her thoughts were interupted by Jay

Jay: BEY!

Bey: *turns to him* hm?

Jay: The light is green!

Bey: Oh..*puts foot on the gas*

Jay: Bey...

Bey: yeah?

Jay: Can you just think about it?

Bey: About what?

Jay: The event i was telling you about...

Bey: *sighs* Jay-

Jay: please, Bey..im begging you...its in two weeks..all you have to do is-

Bey: JAY! NO. *pulls out infront of the house grabs the bag and gets out*

Jay: *takes a deep breath and gets out the car*

Jay followed Bey into the party and there were even more people there then when he left. Kids were everywhere and Aaleyah was pissed. Bey went straight into the kitchen and threw the bag and her purse on the counter. Jay went out on the patio..

Aaleyah: *gives him a dirty looks*

Jay: what?

Aaleyah: can i talk to you for a minute?

Blue: *runs up* Daddddyyyy

Jay: Heyy baby girl *picks her up and ignores Aaleyah* you having fun?

Blue: yesh! Cinderelli gave me a piece of candy! *big smiles*

Jay: She did? *smiles* *chuckles*

Blue: yesh daddy!

Jay: well lets go get some more..*smiles and walks away*

Aaleyah: Jay!

Jay: *ignores her and plays with Blue*

Aaleyah: *gets angry* Jay!

Jay: *continues*

Ty: *walks up behind her* Listen hoe, either he cant hear you or he is doing a good job pretending! Do us all a favor and sit yo ass in a corner somewhere damn!

Kelly: *behind Ty* *giggles* TY!

Ty: WHAT? *rolls eyes and keeps walking*

Kelly: *Follows him into the yard*

(Aaleyah)
You know what, im sick of this shit. fuck this coming second shit. Leyah dont come second to ANYBODY! Im so tired of his bullshit. He tells me he is over her, but i can see the way he looks at her. Shes just not his type. i mean, who has an outdoor under the tent party in January?? I hate this bitch. Its either Her or Me. Jay needs to choose..TODAY.

Bey: *comes out with the cake* ALRIGHT GUYS! WHO WANTS CAKE!!!!????

Ty/Kelly/Solo:  WE DO! *runs over*

Bey: *shoos them away* Im talking about the kids! *laughs*

*All the kids come running up*

Jay: *comes over with Blue* Alright lets sing happy birthday to the birthday girl!

Bey: 1..2...3

Everybody: HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY TOOOO YOUUUU! HAPPYYY BIRTHDAAAYY TOOOO YOUUUU! HAPPPYY BIRTTTHHDAAAAY DEAR BLLUUUUUEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOO YOUUUU!!!!

Blue: Yayyyyyy! *claps*

Everybody: *claps*

Bey: *stands behind Jay and Blue* Blow the candles out baby..

Blue: *spits all over the cake*

Everybody: *giggles*

Bey: *laughs* One more time! *comes around and helps her out*

Blue: *spits on the cake again*

*The Candles Go Out*

Everybody: YAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!

Blue: TAKE! TAKE! TAKE!!! *claps hands*

Ty: *in his Rihanna voice* Cake, Cake, Cake, Cake, Cake, he wanna put his name on it! *twerks on Angie*

Angie: *laughs* Would you STOP!

Bey started cutting the cake and everybody dug in... The party went on for about two more hours. Bey made her way into the kitchen and began to clean up with Solo, Mama Tina, and Angie..Ty was in the living room with Danielle, Daniel, Blue and Juelz... Jay was outside cleaning the patio and helping the guys take the tent down..after about an hour everything was cleaned up but a few dishes..Bey was handling them when Jay walked into the kitchen.

Jay: you need anything else?

Bey: Nope you can go..*focuses on washing the dishes*

Jay: Bey..you cant be mad at me forever..

Bey: you wanna try me?

Jay: *takes a deep breath* All i want is friendship Bey...for Blue's sake..

Bey: *under her breath* For Blue's sake, you better get yo ass out my kitchen...

Jay: huh?

Bey: Nothing...Jay..im good you can go...

Aaleyah: *comes in the kitchen* Are you done? can you come on?

Bey: *looks up*

Jay: Ill be out in a few minutes...

Bey: No, he will be out right now..*turns the water off* Goodnight Jay..*walks out the kitchen and into the living room* Blue, Say goodnight to daddy.. *smiles*

Jay: *walks in the living room* *picks Blue* Goodnight baby girl...*kisses her cheek*

Blue: Night Daddy *smiles* you come back tomowo?

Jay: umm *looks at Bey and she rolls her eyes at him* Daddy will try..if not im gona call you okay?

Blue: otay..*kisses his cheeck*

Jay: *puts her down* I love you...

Blue: I wove you too Daddy...*goes back to playing*

Aaleyah: *rolls eyes and walks out the house*

Jay: *takes a deep breath and looks at Bey* Bey-

Bey: Jay...*points to the door*

Jay: Okay..*leaves*

After that, everyone else leaves and Bey and Blue lay down for a good nights rest...

1 week later...

It was 8:30am Bey and Blue spent time with Mama Tina last night and they got in pretty late..Bey was exhausted. She slept straight through her normal 8 O'Clock alarm..

Blue: Mommmyyyy! *whines and shakes Bey out of her sleep*

Bey: mmm *stretches* whats wrong baby?

Blue: Im hungy!!!

Bey: Okay *gets out of bed and goes in the bathroom to pee*

Blue: *follows her* Mommy you hair tazy! *does a crazy dance*

Bey: *rubs her head and sits on the toilet* *laughs*

Blue: *giggles*

Bey: Mommy has to fix it! *giggles*

The house phone rang...

Bey: *gets up and wipes and washes her hands* *runs to the room to get the phone*

It was Solo....

(Phone Convo)

Solo: What you doing?

Bey: Just woke up! *brushes her teeth* what are you up to?

Solo: Nothing much, Daniel has meetings with Jay all day..Me and Julez have nothing to do...

Bey: *Other line beeps* hold on Solo..*picks Blue up and carries her downstairs* *clicks over* Hello?

Ty: *yelling* BEY!

Bey: *giggles* *mocks him* TY!

Ty: what you doing tramp?? *laughs*

Bey: Nothing, hold on! *combines the calls* Hello?

Ty and Solo: Hello!

Solo: Ty?

Ty: Yass!

Solo: Oh God!

Bey: *fixes Blue's cereal*

Ty: Anywaaay, listen to what i have to tell yall..

Bey: im listening...

Solo: I guess ill listen...*giggles*

Ty: *sucks his teeth* I saw your bestfriend today Bey! *smiles*

Bey: Who?

Ty: Aaleyah!!

Bey: Bye, Ty..*hangs up* *laughs*

*phone rings again and Bey picks up*

Ty: *laughs* BITCH THAT WAS RUDE!

*Solo calls back on the other line and Bey brings her back in*

Solo: *giggles* What happend?

Ty: *laughs* ya rude ass sister hung up on me!

Blue: *puts the bowl on the counter and sits Blue in her booster seat* I sure Did!

Ty: anywwaaaay, she told a friend of mine, who told a friend of mine that her and Jay aint together no more!

Bey: I dont care...

Solo: Daniel told me about that...

Bey: I dont care...

Ty: Shut up Bey..yes you do...

Bey: *sucks teeth* do you know that he asked me to go to an event with him? *sits next to Blue*

Ty: and event?

Solo: What you mean?

Bey: Some event next week, he doesnt want to face to the media about our relationship so he asked could i come with him...

Solo: :O well are you gona go?

Ty: YEAH!

Bey: NO!

Ty: Why not Bey?

Bey: because-

Solo: Ty how you just gone-*her other line beeps* Im gona call you guys back this is important..Bey ill be over there in a few hours...

Ty: Okay!

Ty: Bey, Ill be over there too!

Bey Got Blue dressed, then got herself dressed...

Later That Day...

Bey, Solo, Ty, Julez and Blue were all in the living room..

Ty: His head is big just like Daniels!!

Solo: you better leave my babies head alone! *laughs* *rubs Julez head*

Blue: *tugs on Bey's shirt* mommyyy...

Bey: yes baby? *picks her up*

Blue: I wanna wash TB!!!

Bey: Okay..*kisses her and turns the tv on*

*door bell rings*

Ty: *opens the door*

Its Angie and the baby....

Angie: You just better live here, answering doors and shit...*giggles*

Ty: *laughs* you know me! *takes the baby carseat* *carries the baby into the living room*

Everybody: Heyyyyyyy!!

Angie: Hey Yall! *hugs everyone*

Bey: *takes the blanket off of Danielle* Hello gorgeous...

Ty: Bey...come on dont push it...

Angie: DONT START! *mugs Ty* *laughs*

Ty: You know im just kidding..

Bey: *rolls eyes and picks up Danielle* Hey pretty girl...*takes off Danielle's jacket*

Blue: Mommy...*taps Bey's leg*

Bey: yes?

Blue: babyy?

Bey: yess, this is your cousin Danielle... *smiles*

Blue: *confused face* My cushin Danshweoh?

Bey: *giggles* yeah...

Solo: hows life Angie?

Angie: Life's good *Smiles and takes off her jacket* *adjust her sunglasses*

Solo: *smiles* Thats good...Hey lil mama *plays with Dani's fingers*

The were all talking for a little when they were interupted by Blue...

Blue: MOMMYY!!!!!

Ty: Chillee she says your name more then the world does! *giggles*

Bey: *rolls eyes playfully at Ty* *to Blue* Yes baby?

Blue: *points to the screen* there!!! (There was a commercial on the screen)

Julez: I think she want to go to chuckee cheese..*smiles*

Bey: Baby, you arent old enough to go there! *smiles*

Blue: *starts crying* mommmyyyy *whines*

Solo: Bey, lets just go...we arent doing anything else..

Bey: *sighs* let me call Julius...

Ty: alright Blueberry, hush that noise now. Uncle Ty's earrings are ringing honey....*picks Blue up* sshhhhh

*Blue calms down*

Everybody gets suited back up in their winter gear and head to Chuckee Cheese.. They get there and kids are everywhere...

Ty: *walks in behind everyone else* now yall know this is not my scene...*chuckles*

Julez: Mommy can i go play??? *excited*

Solo: Wait a minute baby..you gotta get stamped first...put your hand out...

The Lady at the desk stamps everyone...

Lady: Will all of you be needing a- *looks up* Solange? *looks over* :O Beyonce???

Bey: Hello, how are you..

Lady: IM Great!

Ty: INCOMING..

Lady: Can i have your autographs??

Ty: told you!!!!

Angie: *hits him in the chest* Shut up stupid! *giggles*

Bey: *holding Blue* sure...*takes the pin and signs the paper*

Solo does the same...They sat in the booth section and the manager sectioned it off so that they wouldnt be bothered... When they got to the table they ordered pizza and Blue and Julez were stripped of their shoes to go play...Bey carried Blue and followed Solo and Julez to the games...

Julez: Mommy! i wanna get on this! *smiles and points to the ride*

Solo: *giggles* Go head baby! *helps him on*

Bey: *puts Blue in the ball pit*

Blue: *giggles* *laughs*

Bey: *claps* *giggles*

Man: *comes behind her* *chuckles* She seems like shes having a good time *smiles*

Bey: *turns around* *giggles* I think she is...

Man: Thats always good...Im sorry, im sure your mother taught you not talk to strangers...*chuckles* Im Jared...

Bey: Beyonce...*shakes his hand*

Jared: wow..you are even more beautiful in person...

Bey: *smiles* thank you...*focuses back on Blue* Good Job Baby! *claps hands and laughs*

Jared: Is this your daughter? *smiles*

Bey: yeah *smiles*

Jared: She is beautiful...Ive always wanted kids..*smiles*

Bey: *giggles at Blue* I dont mean to be rude, or in your business but...what are you doing in a child's play center and you have no children?? *giggles*

Jared: *chuckles* Its my nephew's birthday! He's over there...I probably should be getting back to him..*smiles*

Bey: *picks Blue up* *smiles* well it was nice meeting you... *giggles* *starts to walk away*

Jared: Um...

Bey: *turns around and looks at him*

Blue: *plays with Bey's hair*

Jared: This might be a bit too forward, but do you think i could see you again? *smiles*

Bey: listen I-

Jared: Im not asking for a relationship...*chuckles* just a bit of your time...

(Bey)
Damn this man is charming..He is tall, dark, handsome, brown eyes...He doesnt seem like a bad guy...Clean Cut, body is chiseled, voice is smooth. Give him a chance Bey. Bey you are technically still married. Oh, well..Life is for the living...

(Meanwhile At the table)

Angie: you are silly Ty...*giggles*

Ty: Im foreal! my ass used to be so scared of Chuckie! *laughs and sits down*

Angie: *Danielle spits out her pacifier* oop *picks it up* can you hold her while i go wash this off?

Ty: Mhm *takes her* Hurry up now! *giggles* you know i cant do kids for too long by myself. *laughs*

Angie: Okay! *adjust sunglasses* *giggles* Ill be right back! *goes to the bathroom*

Ty: *To Danielle* you better not start crying little girl! *chuckles*

(In the bathroom)

Angie had to use the bathroom herself so she did...when she came out, she washed her hands and took her sunglasses off...

(Angie)
*looks into the mirror* *sighs* I cant believe he hit me...*examines her eye* I cant tell them...they arent gona do anything but try to kill Kanye. This is me and Kanye's business...He's just stressed out right now...I should not have pissed him off...*washes off Dani's paci* Puts her glasses back on and goes back to the table...

(Meanwhile)

(Bey)
Bey did you really just give that guy your number??? *shakes her head* you are showing off. I guess step one is actually moving on..maybe this is the start of a new life for me... *smiles*

After giving Jared her number, Bey went back to the table and told the gang about what just happend...They were suprised and of course Ty's panties got wet when Bey pointed Jared out from across the room..They spent a few more hours at Chuckee Cheese before going to their seperate homes...


Exactly One Week Later...

Bey and Jared have been having phone conversations...Bey finds herself smiling more. She and Jared were scheduled for a date tonight and Bey was getting ready...Ty and Solo were helping her...

Solo: So who's watching Blue?

Bey: *from the closet* Jay should be on his way to get her..

Ty: Damn...you showin off Bey! you gona have your husband watch your daughter while you go on a date?? Just WRONG!

Solo: CH...JUST RIGHT! if he can strole in my nieces party with that flat faced ass bitch he brought, my sister can go on a date! *laughs*

Ty: To Hell She goes! *laughs*

Bey: *laughs* *comes out the closet* How about this? *models a red dress*

Ty: Thats perfect!

Solo: FINALLY we decide on something!

Ty: For the church house!

Bey: *rolls eyes and goes back in the closet*

Ty: what?

Solo: I want you to decide on something! we have been at this for hours! *laughs* you killing me!

Ty: *gets up and goes through Bey's closet* How about this? *pulls out a black dress*

Bey: Thats cute! *takes it out his hand* I forgot i had this dress!

Solo: Put it on Cinderella! *giggles*

Bey: *puts it on* *models it for herself* I like this...

Ty: GOOD! cause this fairy-GodMother is TIRED! *laughs*

Bey finished getting dressed and as soon as she got down the steps, their was a knock on the door..It was Jay...

Bey: *opens the door*

Jay: you look nice...you going somewhere?

Bey: *dry voice* Thanks...maybe..

Jay: *comes in* where is she?...

Ty: *comes down the steps with Blue in his arms* Hey Jigga!

Jay: wassup Ty..

Blue: Dadddyy! *gets excited*

Ty: *gets to the bottom of the steps*

Blue: *jumps out of Ty's arms*

Jay: *picks her up* Hey Baby, you ready to go?

Blue: Yesh! *smiles*

Bey: Give mommy a kiss.. *smiles*

Blue: *kisses her* Bye Mommy!

Bey: Bye baby!

Jay: What time should i have her back?

Ty: TOMORROW!!

Solo: *hits Ty in the Arm* SHUT UP!

Ty: *whispers* What? im just tryna make sure she has enough time!

Solo: *hits him again* *giggles*

Bey: *talks over them* You can bring her back at 11..

Jay: Alright...*walks out* *turns around* Bey have you given any thought to-

Bey: Jay -_- ..

Jay: Okay..i see thats a conversation for later...

Bey: *rolls eyes* yeah..i see that too..

Jay: iight *leaves*

Jay left and so did Solo and Ty. It was only thirty minutes before Jared showed up...they went on to have dinner at a very beautiful restaurant...The night was going smoothly and Bey was having a great time with Jared..they shared stories with each other and laughed over drinks and great food..

Jared: Im serious! *laughs* I mean, who would have thought that i would find the world's sweetest girl in the middle of Chuckee Cheese..

Bey: *blushing* Thats sweet..You are amazing...i mean who would have thought that i would find someone so handsome...you seem so perfect...

Jared: *chuckles* Im far from perfect...I just dont look like what ive been through...so many things have happend to me over the years..i have made many mistakes...but when  God allowed me to see you, i new that was his way of providing me with a fresh start...*smiles*

Jared's words struck Bey like lighting...As he talked about his past hurts and relationships, she could feel his pain. The dinner went from humorous to serious in the matter of minutes.....



 As the night went on, Bey enjoyed Jared's company...she got to know him more...The night proceeded with laughs and smiles shared between Jared and Bey...It was about 11:30pm and Bey and Jared made their way to the car...As they were riding to Bey's house, Bey thought to herself as she stared at the broken knob on the radio...


(Bey)
I think i really like this guy...i dont wanna fall too fast...i gotta be careful..but he seems like a really nice guy...his past stories are what got me..i love a man with a past. It lets me know that he's a real person. Thats what made me fall in love with Jay...his past. Wait..why am i even thinking about Jay right now? Jared is a great guy..i think i wanna keep seeing him...

(Jared)
I dont know what it is about her...something just makes me wanna change when im around her. She is beautiful and smart. Thank you God for sending her my way...This girl is perfect...*looks over at Bey*

Jared: What you thinking about? *smiles*

Bey: *smiles back* Nothing..*giggles*

Jared: *pulls up at the house* well we are here...

Bey: Yeah...

*Tonight By John Legend comes on the radio*

Bey: :O i love this song! *rocks to it*

Jared: smiles* *turns it up* SHIT! OUCH!

Bey: Whats wrong? O_O

Jared: I cut myself on the knob!..*sucks his finger*

Bey: *giggles* awww let me see...*grabs his hand and examines his finger* you're bleeding *frowns* come on *smiles*

Jared: where we going?

Bey: In the house to get you a bandaid...*smiles and gets out the car*

Jared: are you sure?

Bey: *giggles* yeah! Come on! *Starts walking towards the house*

Jared: *gets out and walks behind her*

Bey was so caught in the moment, she forgot about the time...

Bey: *walks in with Jared Behind her* *turns the stair lights on* Its dark in here...Make yourself comfortable *points to the living room*

Jared: Are you sure?

Bey: Yeah Im-

Jay: *comes out the kitchen with Blue* Hey Bey...i was wondering when you were gona be back..you told me- *looks up* who's this?

Bey: *nervous* Um Jay this is...Jared..

Jared: Hello, Nice to meet you *reaches his hand out to shake Jay's hand but Jay stares at it*

Bey: Jay how did you get in here?

Jay: What you forgot i had a key? *adjust Blue on his Chest* (She was sleep)

Bey: *death stare*

Jared: I think i better go...*starts to leave*

Bey: Jared you dont have to leave..*stops him*

Jared: Ill call you...*smiles and leaves*

Bey: *turns around* Really Jay?

Jay: That Guy is no good Bey..

Bey: Oh so you Oprah now?

Jay: Im not tryna be in your business..im just telling you what i feel about bull..

Bey: Well, your opinion isnt fucking needed Jay! ...

Jay: okay...since you know everything, ill let you find out on your own...*gives Blue to Bey* Ill stay out your business..*opens the door* Goodnight...

Bey: *takes a deep breath and goes to lay Blue down*

After Bey layed Blue down, she went and took a shower...After She showered she put on her night clothes and sat on the edge of the bed and thought to herself....

(Bey)

Damn...i shouldnt have blew up on Jay like that...i mean he sat here for 45 whole minutes and waited for me while i fooled around with Jared. He has every right to be upset...i cant tell if he is being jealous or if he is truly looking out for me when he tells me that he thinks Jared Is No Good...Im over Jay...but why is it that i feel so bad that i went on this date?....maybe im not over him...

*picks up her phone and sends Jay a text message*

Text From Bey: "Im Sorry for blowing up on you...Ill go to the event with you tomorrow...."

After sending the text, Bey layed down and went to sleep...

TBC...